Old Man

Cranky Old Man.....
What do you see nurses? . . .. . .What do you see?
What are you thinking .. . when you're looking at me?
A cranky old man, . . . . . .not very wise,
Uncertain of habit .. . . . . . . .. with faraway eyes?
Who dribbles his food .. . ... . . and makes no reply.
When you say in a loud voice . .'I do wish you'd try!'
Who seems not to notice . . .the things that you do.
And forever is losing . . . . . .. . . A sock or shoe?
Who, resisting or not . . . ... lets you do as you will,
With bathing and feeding . . . .The long day to fill?
Is that what you're thinking?. .Is that what you see?
Then open your eyes, nurse .you're not looking at me.
I'll tell you who I am . . . . .. As I sit here so still,
As I do at your bidding, .. . . . as I eat at your will.
I'm a small child of Ten . .with a father and mother,
Brothers and sisters .. . . .. . who love one another
A young boy of Sixteen . . . .. with wings on his feet
Dreaming that soon now . . .. . . a lover he'll meet.
A groom soon at Twenty . . . ..my heart gives a leap.
Remembering, the vows .. .. .that I promised to keep.
At Twenty-Five, now . . . . .I have young of my own.
Who need me to guide . . . And a secure happy home.
A man of Thirty . .. . . . . My young now grown fast,
Bound to each other . . .. With ties that should last.
At Forty, my young sons .. .have grown and are gone,
But my woman is beside me . . to see I don't mourn.
At Fifty, once more, .. ...Babies play 'round my knee,
Again, we know children . . . . My loved one and me.
Dark days are upon me . . . . My wife is now dead.
I look at the future ... . . . . I shudder with dread.
For my young are all rearing .. . . young of their own.
And I think of the years . . . And the love that I've known.
I'm now an old man . . . . . . .. and nature is cruel.
It's jest to make old age . . . . . . . look like a fool.
The body, it crumbles .. .. . grace and vigour, depart.
There is now a stone . . . where I once had a heart.
But inside this old carcass . A young man still dwells,
And now and again . . . . . my battered heart swells
I remember the joys . . . . .. . I remember the pain.
And I'm loving and living . . . . . . . life over again.
I think of the years, all too few . . .. gone too fast.
And accept the stark fact . . . that nothing can last.
So open your eyes, people .. . . . .. . . open and see.
Not a cranky old man .
Look closer . . . . see .. .. . .. .... . ME!!

Bananana~

Salam semua. 


Sekarang tengah ade hobi baru. Tersangat lah suke tengok D.I.Y kat Prof. Google. Tengok images je pon dah cukup mendamaikan hati. Luve the idea. Korg pon patut cuba kalo rajin & ade masa.
Adoyai.. Rasa macam semua benda nak cuba buat. Huhuhu...
I wish bile dah ade rumah sendiri nak try buat D.I.Y ni slowly nnti. Eh, better start now kan????


Sabtu ni dah nak masuk bulan Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah berjumpe kembali kita. Tahun ni 1st Ramadhan berbuka posa kat kampung. &&&&& yeah yeah... tahun ni raya kat rumah mertua :) New experience for me sebab tahun lepas sepatutnye beraya kat sana tp kene kuarantin kat umah.


Kenangan terindah ku Ramadhan lepas. Harap tahun ni lebih bermakna. Banyak perkara nak kene settlekan time Ramadhan ni as a wife (memandangkan tahun ni baru betol2 beraya) terutamanya Persiapan Raya :-


Baju raya ku? Hurm tak tempah lagik. Rasanya mesti siap after raya kalo tempah time sekarang. Last choice is jahit sendiri lah. Paling last last last choice = beli je lah :(
Baju raya apees? Need to jahit it jugak if dia takmo antar tailor. Mujur baju je. Seluar pakai slack itam
Baju akid? Haha.. Ini adelah project ku di bulan Ramadhan. Harap misi mustahil ini berjaya. Wish me luck!!!
Kuih raya? Harap2 ade masa nak buat + tempah dengan K Mira (kuih dia sume rm18 & rm19 sebalang)
Rumah raya? Need to refer to my MIL... (maklom la.. Duduk ngan dia... hehehehe) but I must tukar langsir kat bilik tu.....


Ya Allah ya tuhan ku, semoga di permudahkan semua urusan ku.... Amin...